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Prince Turns 21

2009-12-28T03:30:00.000-08:00

Closing the Ceremony!

Happy Prince with his BACKDROP

FAZKYS

S.O.B

Brother's LoVE

Blowing the Candles after 4 languages of Bdae songs

Making His Wish

Suprise looking at the Cake

Shock by the Montage done by S.O.B

The Birthday Cake!

I believe everyone is excited for the blog post regarding my 21st. There is simply one word to describe it...it was simply AWESOME. Before i speak more about it, lets cancel out my wish list!

21 wishes to my 21st...

~~1. The greatest PRESENT will be the PRESENCE of my loved ones, family, relatives & FRIENDS on my BIG DAY.~~

~~2. To SACRIFICE myself. Unfortunately its not LEGAL. Thus I shall sacrifice a goat instead of myself as my bdae falls right after HARI RAYA HAJI.~~

~~3. To have a fabulous & delicious FOOD & DRINKS to embrace the occasion.~~

~~4. Non-stop blasting of MUSIC to shower the guests. ( Eng, Hindi, Malay, Tamil)~~

~~5. Sincere LOVE & BLESSING from well-wishers.~~

~~6. DANCE FLOOR to groove us into the mood of dancing.~~

~~7. Start to hear sincere DEDICATIONS from anyone.~~

8. To SUCCEED further in life...firstly GRADUATE from Singapore Polytechnic in flying colours.

9. To have STUDIO PICTURES taken of me!

~~10. To feel like a PRINCE on that day esp my CLOTHING & ATMOSPHERE.~~

11. To get my SUPER FOUR BIKE.

12. To have PSP SLIM & DIGITAL CAMERA (preferably GREEN)

13. To have new SPORTY WATCH...(GREEN too)

~~14. To have NEW LIVERPOOL AWAY JERSEY ( black n gold) with my name and fav no. printed~~

15. To have a new pair of SHOES.

~~16. To have new handphone. (SAMSUNG INNOV8, IPHONE or SAMSUNG PIXON)~~

~~17. Flood my hp with SMS wishes!~~

18. a SILVER CHAIN with my name on it

~~19. Heaps of SURPRISES from everyone...! LOVE it~~

~~20. Surprises PERFORMANCE by friends.~~

~~21. Being SABOTAGE....i dun fancy this however my friends love it so their happiness is mine!~~

As you all can see that the list is almost done. Haha. This was all possible by the loved ones surrrounding me!....Many mentioned that my party was so grand that it seems like a wedding itself...lol.... I had about 200 ++ people attended. Simply that was the greatest present. I received quite alot of presents as it was unexpected. i m simply speechless about the whole party... Now i take some time to thanks some of them.

1. my family(bro,dad, mum, sis, y.bro) all played their part and i simply love them more since that day.

2. All my beloved aunties who added alot of spices in the party by making my party food till 18 dishes and killing the dance floor with all ur moves

3. S.O.B was there throughout to help in many ways. small or big u all are close to my heart.

4. My sis (Asyiqin) for the wonderful cake she present me!

5. Jothi Aunty, u may be my mum and dad friend but u made me felt like another mother i had through your love for me and thanks for the indian outfit for my bdae!

6. Syuhada, Zacky and Is for their time n effort for making the backdrop. it was simply cool and fantastic!

7. Shahul Hameed for being such a great host for my party.

8. Rafit Hanif for capturing the special moments of the party and making it into an album for me. Dun know how to repay u back but i still will do!

9. Cousins and friends who help we throughout the party making it a successful one!

10. Zalina Osman u were simply great as u made time for the party by coming all the way down from Australia. U always have the special spot in my heart my dearest!

*** Key note that i love all my present...most importantly i keeping all the present for 2010...lets with all new things for new year!

Whats nexts? some pics to enlighten this post...more pics can be found in my facebook. DO CHECK IT OUT! at the top! haha

2009-12-11T23:24:00.000-08:00

psssstt!

i overheard sidiq's conversation with his closest friend.

he said, he will post about his 21st bday bash sooooooooooonnnnnnn!

perhaps this weekend? :D

he must have read my entry

^.^

2009-12-06T04:19:00.001-08:00

i'm backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

Muahahaha!

you know me right, i am known with i-am-not-sidiq.

bah! i'm a hacker la. & my ~~part-time~~ job is ofcorse to hack this blog!

aiya, this man uh, never excited to blog about his birthday party is it!

i bet everyone keep refreshing this window just so that they can read abt his 21st birthday celebration.

oh yea. i managed to sneak in his party people! w/o his knowing uh. haha!

wells, the name's hacker. i am super pro when it comes to this.

definitely i have the pictures! i witness e v e r y t h i n g !

hehohoho!

(;

Prince Turning 21!

2009-11-07T08:53:00.000-08:00

After so long i m BACK guys!...BOOMZ!

Haha nowadays there is a mix of feelings running in me!...What do you expect? I m gonna receive the official key to freedom? or Am i ready to give up my beautiful teenage life for unleash a new me in adulthood!....Nevertheless i m able to accept reality!...

Lets start with the interesting part + some stressful matters. Firstly i am intensively planning for my 21st!...Thanks to my friends who are even excited than me as the reduces a certain percentage of my planning stress. Syuhada and Zakkiyah have come forward to be the event DECO peeps!...sUper cool i say...The help to design what the PRINCE wants and also the theme for the party BRIGHTERRIFIC!...it basically means everyone to me donned in bright colours!...Cool isn't. Really Appreciate you guys.

The interesting part is that after their willingness to help, i receiving alot helplines!...Super happy especially my SPONSORS!

So far, I have decided the invited guest (150 people..like wedding like that), venue done, ordering food, budget breakdown and invitation card in progress.

Just looking at the designs done by a few friends on mine before i make my decision. Shazana is helping me to design and also Syad & Zacky!..So lets see which one u all gonna receive...Day by day i getting stress and excited to my BIG DAY!...haha!

Sponsors:

Asyiqin(Big Sis) : CAKE
Jothi (Mum Friend) : My Clothing..

Waiting for more...getting excited...Stay tuned Guys as the PRINCE turning 21!

Ramadhan-On-Wheels

2009-09-24T13:26:00.000-07:00

This year's Ramadhan-On-Wheels was a BLAST.....We Still have been receiving great responses from the participants for creating a different and an impact to this event. ROW 09 plays a close call with its theme of "The Road to Self-Empowerment". From the start till the end it abide to the theme and even the launch!....Speaking about launch...hmmm...it worth every single sweat and time i spent on it when i could see the gracefully smile of the six VIPs. Experience was great! Pics to speak for itself.

Pre-Events:Before you Act, You need to Learn..

Our Meetings Before & After the Event!

New Age Registration!

ROW's Popeye Show... Guess who is who???

Actual Day Launching!...

After the Successful Launch, This is What Happens!

Happiness can be seen Thru our Smiles wee!

Super Mass Iftar!...It Fun to Buka with Heaps of peeps!

Green Everywhere!...I Likeeeeee!
Wrap Up Pose i Guess!
Me & Ifaa!

This Girls were super cute as i was busy managing the event, these girls were following me. Guess for wat???...Simply to say HI and lets take a pictures!....Simply touched by them and their presence eventhough some getting action, these girls love me to bits...i Love u all girls too...Hope our friendship still grows!...its ok if we are the uncool, unglam, unhappening but we have fun... Fun having iftar together too...at least we made it happened. Not just like saying... Miss you all (Ifaa, Fatin, Esty, Alia, Diana)....The Best part got one ang moh boy wanted my autograph for rememberance...so felt like superstar....But the most important of that day the smiles that we brought over in everyone's life despite our tiredness!..

Pre-Post Exams....

2009-09-04T11:42:00.000-07:00

Finally its time to revive this blog again... Lately i have been busy mugging over for exams. Thank God its over in satisfactory mood. The Great thing about this month is about Ramadan. One of my favourite month when Ramadan drops by. Lets go back slowly what had happened over the days.

Firstly to wish my one of my Best Friend Forever (BFF), Rukesh, A very Happy 20th Birthday on 5th September 2009!...Wish You the best and hope your destination may seem far but its worth waiting for lifetime bro...Extreme good catch!
Next on 4th Sept 2009:

After meeting with Mr Izzuddin regarding ROW 09, I had my breaking of fast with an extreme new group of people from SB. What a big gang??? Waiting for them was quite terrible as i seem weird sitting alone but it was worth it. First ever big breaking fast with friends i had. A total of 19 people comprising of 5 guys and 14 girls. Simply we guys were out numbered but we didn't felt that awkward after all. A total we spent was about $150. The Great thing about this gathering, i able to foster new friendship and widen the circle of my network. This all happened at Al-Ameen Bukit Timah!

On the 3rd September 2009:

Wishing both my cousin and my so called daughter a Happy Belated Birthday.
Yasmeen Sultan's 22nd and NurAlia 16th (finally managed to squeeze into NC-16 show i guess)

On the 2nd September 2009:

Happy birthday to my another cousin NURSE...Haha A happy 20th Birthday! Hope to see your wedding soon k va...wakaka!

On 1st September 2009:

A Day everyone should remember. Its Teachers' Day. Without their efforts of giving us the wisdom, we won't be in the position we are in now. Thank you teachers! Seriously you all are close to my heart eventhough i din express it.

On 31st August 2009:

First time i broke my first breaking fast outside from home. It was just to celebrate my Stranger bro birthday. Happy Birthday to him. Had a wonderful time with my stranger and thanks for the wonderful ride on the bus together as i able to pour out what i felt easily. And you were a nice company as you stayed throughout with me when you knew that i might felt uncomfortable. Thanks to you i din felt that way. Its was fun relaxing there as another experience in my life

On the 16th August 2009:

It was my Best Best Friend Birthday. Sadly it was his 21st Birthday. Deeply missed him alot. wanted to celebrate with him but i know he dying to celebrate with his love of his life and everything. I know how much he Sayang her!....haha Anyway wish you the best and hope to receive your wedding invitation soon...boleh aku makan nasi briyani!....Anyway Happy 21st Birthday Rafizi!..

On 14 August 2009:

Another friend who close to me. My one and only Syuhada Sam....finally you are 17th...still long way to go. When to watch M-18 seh!

On 19th July 2009:

this creature above was born through some supernatural powers. Known as Superman among us. Another portion of the S.O.B....haha My other Best Friend Forever. Happy 20th Birthday Mr Sartesh!

On the 17th July 2009:

We suprised Sartesh with Pizza celebration in our own style once the clock ticks 12!...We enjoyed the overnight in unusual atmosphere. Nevertheless we seem to enjoy whatever activity we do. We simply rock together. A group everyone adores to be with and to meet up with!...Keep it up bro and we will sustain FOREVER n EVER!

Understanding

2009-07-12T10:57:00.000-07:00

UNDERSTANDING

I adore various moments of understanding....

Firstly, when the BLIND teaches us to SEE the COLOURS of LIFE
at that point we understand eventhough he cun see what we saw

Secondly, when the MUTE speaks their IMAGINATION and DREAMS
we able to LISTEN and DIGEST whate they spoke eventhough their isn't any MUSIC

Thirdly, when the DEAF gives his/her LISTENING ear to APPRECIATE MUSIC & DANCE eventhough they dun hear it, they follow the groove.....

HOWEVER, I still wonder why it is difficult for HUMANS like us who consists of all the great sense to feel, hear and see but we simply cun UNDERSTAND each other.

LOVE

My feelings for LOVE just FROZE
Its Loses its MELTING POINT
And REACHED its BOILING POINT
Is this why LOVE is Known as CHEMISTRY
If it is YES for an answer then i NEVER gonna pass MY DREAMS of being a CHEMIST....
CHEMISTRY is where i believe to be STRONG at but NOW it proves i m a FAILURE in it....

Finally i gonna end it this way....

There ain't LOVE in a WAR

NEITHER

There is HATRED in TAJ MAHAL

Fizi's Farewell

2009-07-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

Today i treated my bestie because its the last day i could spend quality time with him. He is heading to serve the Nation....Haha National Services tmr at Maju Camp. Firstly he seems quite heavy as he leaving behind his precious one. Secondly he couldn't attend his sayang Bdae. But he is strong like a steel to enter the force tmr at Maju camp. Wish him all the best and Congratz for ur new love life. Hope u last till marriage. So to chill him down and flourish him with fantastic food at THAI Express....Telling u guys the food is AWESOME....i loved it..super NICE...MUST TrY k....

Date: 9 July 2009
Time: 5pm-8pm
Venue: Jurong Point 2
Outlet: THAI Express

the MENU

Bestie looking Through what to eat??!!??

The worthwhile WAIT for AWESOME FooD...

The food was so Awesome that i forgot to take pictures...HAHA...tats all Folk....I Just gonna miss my Bestie who was there all the while. But no worries....

Subash & Priya's Bdae....

2009-07-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

Its isn't seen easy as it seems to plan a suprise party for bestie and my lovely sis....
Let me bring u all back to thursday, after my last paper i rushed to IKEA in queenstown to purchase necessary items to create the bdae presents for them.... Thanks to my accompany kind soul who made my journey quite interesting coz i keep hitting her haha....Had alot of fun by laughing at eact other...Firstly was my mistake by trying to go up a downstrean escalator...haha...tat was how much stress in my mind...that idiot beside me was laughing till dun know wat comes out....Next was aher turn making a fool out of herself...by screaming in the middle of the road after seeing a CAT.....hahaha....Respect cat is it...BOoooo....Then we left from there....

The next morning, i head down to Teck Whye Sec( reminded of theolden days) to do my FYP and also to spray the frame... unfortunately i din managed to spray but did my FYP stuff...coz i was busy helping my instructor conducting the class...The funny but the best part was a CHINESE gal busy flirting with me so that i can help her out with her project since she was behind time....so my instructor ask me to coach her....NOW her artefact looks great and faster than the rest of her class....So the teachers was telling me that i should come down often...haha...i was telling them if i got the time, i surewill coz i love this subject. After that headed to a shop to buy primer which is a undercoat before spraying....Then came home spraying the frame....

After that bestie called and reminded me that i should go and buy my new phone...So i quickly washed up andheaded down to LOT 1. Then they waned to eat OLD CHANG KEE so we bought and eat outside LOT1. Later we headed down to Bukit Batok to purchase my new handphone...Simply love the phone n the no. I got myself SAMSUNG JET.....i thought i only could get SAMSUNG INNOV8 or PIXON but i did afford for JET so bought it simply coz its way way better....Leaving my excitation aside, i headed back to LOT 1 to get photo paper and went home to finish up the spraying and headed down to REENA's place who assisted in designing the backdrop of the frame....actually not designing instead doing...she did the cutting n drawing services for subash's...after all of that it completed at 1030pm without the the main thing which is the pictures...So headed to cousins place to print...and i ended coming home at 1am. So i started cutting and pasting till 2+ and i head to bed after that....Morning headed to jurong for tuition and then rushed for the SUPRISE PARTY....

Date: 4th July 2009 (Saturday)
Time: 1130am
Venue: Jurong Point 2
Outlet: Fig & Olive

Thanks to REENA for delaying Subash by hiding in the toilet...tats simply i call CUTE....
Simply edited by REENA...thx for the collage!

Escape Death....

2009-06-27T12:41:00.000-07:00

How should i start?...Should i say i m lucky enough to blog again, i m a survivor, i cheated death or escape death....I cannot believe i own eyes what happened today... It all started from a dearie friend feeling uncomfortable seeing his ex facebook...Without further hesitation, bestie and i flew there to meet him....Eventually i felt something different while leaving my place so i told them, just meet at his house however they din want so we when under a block to relax and talk out everything....Suddenly came the mystery incident...we were clueless but i was calm and try to solve it through my conversational skills...without anything happen, we succeed in it and quickly flee away from there....i was still being followed but i managed to make them lose sight on me. Finally when to friend's place to talk and analysis how fortunate we were.

This incident make me felt GOD was just beside me....Always i wanted to see his significant and it happened today!.....It was simply like a movie but reality could happened even in SINGAPORE...Recently a lot of indication was given to me but i simply ignored...Firstly was i almost got skidded a few days ago near that particular place and today i also slip while turning due to a rock. Secondly two panel mirrors in my room suddenly felt and broke yesterday!...I believe GOD hinted to me clearly but i din want to notice it till now... But i m grateful i was alive again and started to appreciate my LIFE...Moreover we just believed that something big could happened to us but it just smoother off this time....I just felt like a REAL LIFE THRILLER!....

Reborn Sabotage Picnic!

2009-06-23T10:03:00.001-07:00

the tickets that brought me rukesh into Siloso Beach!

Eventhough we are late, we take our time and enjoyed every single minute of our lateness...

Me and Sartesh romantic pic!

Me & my lovely Paaruuu!

the GALS!

the Covalent Bond!

the GUYS!

the Baby T-rex was Born..

Gals in the Water!

Guys in the Water!

The Guys Fight!...me carrying Rukesh! Strong u see!

The Strongest Bond ever!

Me Buried in the Sand!!!

2nd Round Fight!

Yeah i Won and i m StronG!!!!

Making Rukesh into a GAL!

We Building a PALACE!

Me coming out from the grave. Blackvamp Revamps!

Reborn Sabotage Picnic was super fun...we had the best time of our life!..we played, we eat, we swim, we chat....super super fun...love u all for this. unforgetable moments in our lives.....Food was awesome by all my frens....

PTN Gathering

2009-06-23T09:49:00.000-07:00

On the 12 of June(Friday), our class organized a gathering at Seoul Garden Marina Square. I enjoyed myself with them eventhough my time spent that was quite short. Nevertheless i enjoyed their company eventhough i din really prefer the food there. The best part of that day was that the trip or journey i took to go there. Firstly i went to collect my lappy(nobody knows how much i suffered without it) from acer and rushed down to the gathering since i din wanna me late....but as usual i was late. Being late was the first thing. Secondly was i becoming frustrated coz i couldn't find any parking place due to the IT fair. So i just park on a pavement near Millenia. Then took a devastating walk to Marina Square. Had no idea how to get there but was determined enough and got there. Before i enter Marina Square, a beautiful ang moh chick just walk up straight to me and said "Hi, u look hot and have a nice day". Eventhough i felt weird and random, but i could feel my frustration flew away and butterflies in my stomach...such a nice feeling...The worst of that day was finding for Seoul Garden for more than 30 minutes and i found it at last!....

Confessions

2009-06-14T05:00:00.000-07:00

Its been moments many have waited.....yet the reply might be sour nor sweet is all depends in the way they take it as. Firstly my interest in love have diminished for quite some. There ain't any love inside nor to give. Many made confessions but its still left unanswered coz i had no answers at that point of time. Not that i hate you nor like you nor thinks that u all not pretty enough however the answer its ME.... i just dun want it now. As girls failed in keeping up with expectations and i had a sucker punch before in my relationship....Living and seeing through all this, din give me much courage or strength to fight against this battle. But i have not given up hope in it. Somewhere, Somehow, Someone have been found for me whether i have met them or never seen yet is not yet justified. GOD will give me the best and i always believe that the BEST is YET to COME....

I am someone needs to be showered with love, care and concern as i have lose all this since young barely at the age of 4. I know many start to drift apart from me, deep down me i actually cry coz i dun wanna lose them but still i have no rights to stop them from going. May my past be bad, hope my future or present be bright. All the steps and drastic measures were taken is just to secure the brighter future not to hurt people and me being arrogant and thinking highly about me. Till now i just feel like an ordinary person but may be unique in certain ways. Hope i din break any hearts and make ppl cry anymore.....if you all wish to prolong it, feel free to do so....no promises but if you all want to stop it right away, its also upto u all....as i believe every man has their right to make decisions and not people make fo them so that they follows...till then cheers for it....

Before i end it here, i would like to thank that someone for accompanying me to the IT fair today as i had alot of fun being with you as you smile and laughter fleed away all my worries and sorrows. Secondly i gonna thank the second person who gave me a wonderful present. The card was touching as i knew how much u appreciated my existant. While the small cute book explains everything how much i meant in ur life as a SPECIAL FRIEND....i am seriously astonished by what u did...and not to forget the keychain that literally speaks Prince Sidiq....I Love it but not gonna use, instead i shall keep it and treasure it. Lastly to that special someone that i have hurt u terribly all this while. I m simply sorry but i just did that to make u realise what were missing in the beautiful puzzle...i felt like the puzzle has lose its colours and beauty by time as you just took it simply when the break occur. i did expect u to make up to it so that we could be back as normal. Instead the gap became extremely wide. Whether the gap can join again, its judgemental!!!....

Till here i shall stop with my current crush and love Ms Tammana Bhatia. Simply drool over her. picture or her is above.....

Friend

2009-06-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

A Friend in a Need is a Friend Indeed.

Barely a week we know each other but u din hesitate a second to borrow me ur lappy,
I seriously touched as that moment as i was seriously damn stress that my lappy is gone,
moreover my assignments already piled up and time is always the battle i face. Thanks to u, i able kill my boredom for at least 2 days and finish a few of my assignments.

I din expect that u to borrow me as i was expecting someone to offer me at least but it din...
I know the small note and chocolates brings happiness and u appreciated it alot. However i felt its just too little to what u have done. Thanks....i glad to know u...Its fun talking to you especially insulting u almost every conversations we had even if i dun, u always ask for it.

Nevertheless i m also proud of you for quitting smoking just by listening to wat i told u.... Its really happy to hear that u changed after i told u once eventhough many tried alot in the past but they failed. the change is the better for u and just simply look at ur surrounding how many smiles were there for u when u decided to quit. Cheers to u k....

Champions League

2009-05-27T13:42:00.000-07:00

WHO IS THE BEST?

Without any questions, its simply LIONEL MESSI....Haha so proud of him man...
Throughout the final he was excellent....and Congratz of beating Man Utd in the Finals...Attaining the first time TREBLE and The GOLDEN BOOTS for scoring 9 goals in 14 matches..Welldone..

FC BARCELONA are simply the BEST in EUROPE for this SEASON....but today final was boring the way MAN UTD played...i rather see LIVERPOOL FC or CHELSEA FC against BARCELONA....it would be more interesting.....i conclude BARCELONA is a AWESOME team....

AGM...

2009-05-22T13:19:00.000-07:00

BELOVED CUZZY!

Firstly i gonna wish my wonderful Cuzzin Sis a Happy Birthday to You... U dun really know how much i look upon u...u are someone to inspire me and and insipirational soul to follow....Hope every footsteps you made in ur life comes with the Midas touch....Precious Lady deserve Golden treatment so when u are back from Phuket n 27 May 2009, you will get the surprise babe!...Anyway wish you thebest in future endeavours!...

Today was a special day for me as for the first time i had the wonderful chance to sit in the 4PM's AGM....All this while i thought its easy to be a selected to be the head however it isn't that easy though....I felt honoured as usual as i had to sokong and cadang any of materials they go through.

Lastly i was th youngest there however its good as i able to gain experience and understand the protocols properly....

21 wishes for my 21st.....

2009-05-18T08:29:00.000-07:00

21 wishes to my 21st...

1. The greatest PRESENT will be the PRESENCE of my loved ones, family, relatives & FRIENDS on my BIG DAY.

2. To SACRIFICE myself. Unfortunately its not LEGAL. Thus I shall sacrifice a goat instead of myself as my bdae falls right after HARI RAYA HAJI.

3. To have a fabulous & delicious FOOD & DRINKS to embrace the occasion.

4. Non-stop blasting of MUSIC to shower the guests. ( Eng, Hindi, Malay, Tamil)

5. Sincere LOVE & BLESSING from well-wishers.

6. DANCE FLOOR to groove us into the mood of dancing.

7. Start to hear sincere DEDICATIONS from anyone.

8. To SUCCEED further in life...firstly GRADUATE from Singapore Polytechnic in flying colours.

9. To have STUDIO PICTURES taken of me!

10. To feel like a PRINCE on that day esp my CLOTHING & ATMOSPHERE.

11. To get my SUPER FOUR BIKE.

12. To have PSP SLIM & DIGITAL CAMERA (preferably GREEN)

13. To have new SPORTY WATCH...(GREEN too)

~~14. To have NEW LIVERPOOL AWAY JERSEY ( black n gold) with my name and fav no. printed~~

15. To have a new pair of SHOES.

~~16. To have new handphone. (SAMSUNG INNOV8, IPHONE or SAMSUNG PIXON)~~

17. Flood my hp with SMS wishes!

18. a SILVER CHAIN with my name on it

19. Heaps of SURPRISES from everyone...! LOVE it

20. Surprises PERFORMANCE by friends.

21. Being SABOTAGE....i dun fancy this however my friends love it so their happiness is mine!

Aspiration!~

2009-05-11T10:01:00.000-07:00

Puddle my worries with all ur sorrows
Blast my happiness with all ur smiles
Fizzled by my own satisfaction but
Dazzled by others aspiration
Soon to wake up in my wake to
Surprise many with my achievements!
Till then never feel down or useless
and believe that the best yet to come
whether thru others or within URSELF...

Keep Believing peeps!

ReJuveNation 2009..

2009-04-21T14:35:00.000-07:00

The GreaT GanG 2B witH!

ThE GuYs Who Made Things HaPpEn/Happening!

Excited FoR my Marshmallow...

See the Happiness in the face...haha

The Bdae Gal n Me....SupeR NicE And WonDerFul CreaTUre...Always been a Support for ME!...Thanx Ais...She Cun wait to get married off....Soon k...SAbaR OlRite!

Cun Be Bothered AbT wat U talking...Entertaining the 1M Black Pepper HotDoG....There a joke behind this HOtdog...coz Of MAteen!

Finally the Finishing Touch with a Sweet Delicious Dessert!....BURP....SUpER FULL!

Overview of Why in Carousel???

Firstly i like to Thank 4PM to invite me to attend a wonderful and fruitful event of the 28 of March 2009. It was the Rejuvenation 2009. It was awesome coz we had to give our inputs and doubts regarding the organisation so that they could improve further. I was so touched when the moment i raised my question, i had quite a good supportive comment from the floor and the question was answered by many including the President Mr. Izzuddin Taherally. After that beautiful session, the most favourite internery of the day which everyone basically was waiting.....it was the lunch @ Carousel...THE BUFFET....one of my close friend was so jealous about me going there for free....haha...she even posted the previous post...so fun disturbing her....haha i dun want to say abt the food and the place there....its simply marvelous and AWESOME to the max...let my pictures describe everything.....

2009-03-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

the chocolate is tasty,

the chicken is juicy,

& i am now at Carousel!

that's what sidiq told his closefriend last saturday. he called his closefriend just to make his closefriend SO jealous! how i know? haha! i am veryveryvery close with his closefriend too. no one is as close as i and his closefriend, really! :D

ok sidiq, now is your turn to post more abt Carousel. go post, go! let your closefriend burning inside! HAHA!

2009-03-24T22:58:00.000-07:00

HELLO everyone!
konon2 i am sidiq uh can? :)

i have received my result & if u want to know more, you can ask me personally or perhaps you can ask the other author of my blog too. haha! XD
FAZKYS has made our very own windbreaker. NICE rytee? haha! likewise, u can visit their website: FAZKYS to look out more on this.everyone has their own pair according to our names except khai. F : fizi&fiq, A : aisyah&amrul, Z : zakya&zul, K : khai, Y : yana&In, S : syad&sidiq & i am very lucky to be pair wit syad since both of us admire limegreen to the max (:
i've been very busy with work lately. and i prefer u to date me on weekends or if i am not tired, weekdays night pon ok. haha!
i'll be going to Royal Plaza on Scotss this saturday for 4pm invitation. cant wait for this as i heard from my closest friend that the food there is very delicious and tempting. by saying Carousel, i can make my closest friend soo jealous. haha!

Emotional

2009-03-21T11:02:00.000-07:00

What i really want i dun get it

What i dun wish to happen now have came

Decision is crucial

I lost the love in me, how do you all expect me to give love towards u all

I seriously urge for time to regain my senses

Beyond this i cun help...

Waiting to complete my Diploma & NS before i decide

Tendency is high for me to flee away from here coz i need that peace of mind for my Degree!

Tats the reasons why i dun make decision early now and make empty promises

If it doesn't happened now, hurt is terrible but worst if its later

Better to play safe coz i dun want to hurt anyone as possible

I really dun care about me coz i always put others before me

By doing all this not coz i hate u all nor i have no feelings towards u all however i love u all the most.

Only GOD have witnessed it and to prove how much the bucket of tears is for u all to see

I seriously poking a knife straight to my heart to prevent feelings to grow

Controlling is even painful then letting out...

Till i have nothing to say but all u ppl words and promises always rings in my mind.

Love u all the most

2009-03-13T23:07:00.000-07:00

testing testing!

ehem ehem eheeeemmmmm!

meh, contaminate this blog! wooots!

hahaha!

who am i , who i am?

tadaaaaa!

i am sidiq's _____(filliturself) friend!

heh! :p

Attachment

2009-03-10T12:29:00.000-07:00

Attachment is super fun..haha...its been 1 week working there....Supervisor extremely nice eventhough i always have to do alot of work for him but i take it as an opportunity to capture a place in his heart. I really look at him as a role model as he is just 25 years old and have hons in chemistry. He and me more like friends than colleague. He even ask me to find for him girlfriend coz he say its hard to find in Singapore but he is really good looking eventhough he is a Malaysian...so gals do grab him asap..he is chinese though!....
The best part of the attachment i will be graded weekly and the 1st week i got

Conduct: A
Performance : A

so powerful right but still need to keep up to the standard for the 7 weeks. This holiday been busy for me but i trying my best to keep up with what i had misses...So dun get me wrong if i say i cun make it. There two project i m heading plus FYP planing to be done...so trying my best to deliver the best!...Finally i m proud of Alia for doing well for her common test and my student Farah, a good start and was super happy tat ur teacher so glad to see a Great improvement in you. Hope i could deliver a good teaching and making u achieve ur goal in SCIENCE. As for Aiman, i super proud of him too. He did exetremely well!..keep it up....Graunam hoping to hear ur results soon. I m proud of all my students...

Wet Days

2009-03-01T01:48:00.000-08:00

Stress period have just ended...Exams over...Insyallah all clear, I will be marching on to my final year in Poly...Boring part is the attachment coming....I am attached to LEEDEN LIMITED & NATURAL GASES PTE LTD. So 2 March onwards will be super busy...Lately i started tuition with a new student....I love her enthuasim in studies. i hope her determination will bring her A1. I have the confidence in her....fun teaching her as time flyes fast while teaching her...So on Saturday, after teaching her for 3 hrs...i ride to Queensway Shopping Centre to meet FAZKYS...only Fizi,Syad,Zacky,Indra,Shafiq and myself went. Since i was riding, i was drenched terribly so as usual started to shiver...Whe i riding, i couldn't even see the road so i decided to park my bike under shafiq block and go to QSC with him. Unfortunately that idiot as usual make me wait..this time 1 hr. haha...then i went up to his apartment, then the nenek miss me alot. She thought i fogothen about her. Then just to cover story, i was busy with work and school( tats true but i could made time if i n him had nothing else).

Then went to QSC in the bus...as i was still in the wet clothes, my shiver was worst went i go inside QSC. Then i decided to buy new clothes and keep the dry clothes. so i quickly brought fizi to find clothes while the rest go and look for jersey design for FAZKYS. then i grab a t-shirt and bermudas and change it at that shop itself...haha damn funny...

After deciding to make windbreaker for FAZKYS, we went to choose colours for individual alphabets. Then Syad & Zacky rushed to mosque to catch their Asar while the guys rush to catch their dinner. We were super hungry. Then makan at ABC market....Fizi ate Nasi Pattaya, Indra & Shafiq ate Nasi Goreng Ayam Sambal while i ate NAsi Goreng Ayam...NO sambal...u all no me well why no sambal!...haha....but the food was A1 grade....Sedap gila...Power must TRY k...
Then went to meet the gals back then Zacky rushing back sampai tak nampak kita in front of her..kelakar seh then i n Fizi disturb her POTEK. Then we went to Shafiq house and chat with the Grandma....as usual kita dua combo disturb ppl jer haha...nenek dia power in disturbing ppl esp her grandson. then we all left to go home...i was wet again... bad day....then go home had a bath ready to watch Liverpool's match...at the end upset with the results....so i slept late chatting with a person then watched movie....slept at 5am and woke up ard 2pm...hahaha

Sunday is super boring...i stayed home the whole day....now blogging...nothing to do is simply irritating and boring...so i just rest. maybe later play soccer with SARSIKZ or go see my cute little niece Shakira....Muackz!

HGSS Sports heats

2009-02-24T09:12:00.000-08:00

I still believe there is someone that cares for me that much.....been with me over years but didn't realise...Thank God to divert my mind to see this person....he is wonderful...didn't felt so close to someone after so long...after my childhood fren, Shafiq whom i care and took care like a SON, doesn't even thinks about me....Then came Subash...such a great buddy and came at the right of my life...following him, the limelight of this post Rafizi or izifar or ipin...haha...if u watch the cartoon UPIN & IPIN, u will all notice that i am him in that character...thanks to ALIA....she asked me to watch then my ming triggered it..haha so funny man...u all should ask ALIA....

Talking about ALIA....today was her heats in a fantastic location, SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC....which is my wonderful school...so after my studying, i went down to watch them perform with fizi....I cun deny it they were amazing runners however they uses all the wrong technics....I am sure u gals(ALIA, DIANA, ANI) could at least won a gold in one of the event...DIANA punya bodoh that she let her fren win...whereas ALIA almost to win but let go at the last bit....Nevertheless you all were great. i know i was nasty by telling u all not that gd coz i believe u all could done better....no hard feelings k... i m direct person...so so sry if i hurt u all...Alia as usual injure herself and have breathing difficulties...dun wry much, there is nothing go for ur check up, start loving the visit to doc and love medicines then u are fine...i m also the same i hate all this but now no choice but have to oblige...dun be like me later worst to come!..WARNING! the heats bring back memories of the past how me and fizi ran for scholl...thecompetition was super tough during our days..miss the sports day...haha....yea not to forget that chubby gal(A'fifah) who ran from one end shouting my name...so touched by the closeness or the bond between all of them...hope this prolong without any conflict or separation...Love u gals..

Then we headed home....and we went to eat at REX....then opposite me and fizi got two transgender and 1 guy...then fizi was like saying SOON TO BE...haha..funny....then go with a young GRANDMA...haha walk so so slow...that GRANDMA is greatly miss....haha fun disturbing her....then go home carry on studying...

Examssss...

2009-02-19T17:36:00.000-08:00

Its been long time since i blog i guess.....Lately i undergoing a stressful period of life which is exams....Just completed 1 out of 4 papers..... soon after this blogging another one should be over....2 weeks to persevere! Already my first paper is tough. i believe i could pass but sadly couldn't score.....So....Oh gosh... i din sleep whole day just to mug over this paper... this module i have confidence but coz of that one topic so worrying... thought can clarify the doubts with my lecturer today morning. however my bad time her son is unwell so she rush when i appeared in front of her....haiz...Cun help it i must TRY TRY MYself......At least this paper can boost up my GPA...i uploaded the pics of my mugging while my eyes are so so tired...

Morning was quite cool i guess....after a year since i took the train in the early morning..WOW that memory is super nice....I had to meet Fizi and Alia morning....as always people knows that even u put a bomb i wouldn't wake up coz when i sleep, i really really sleep....so as i say i was studying, i failed to sleep so able to go out of house and meet them at CCK..however like always janji melayu Alia was late so i when to yew tee and meet fizi first...then that donkey appear...blur as always....so i started to start my daily routine with my joke of fooling her....like u all can predicted, she falled for the trick..SLENGER her....haha....so now in skool studying but i took a short break to blog coz my paper is 8 hrs more!!!!!!!!!!.....Haiya!

Last updates from Valentine's Day before i forget....We(big group) when to bugis to look for istillah present and to eat ramai2....then suprising i receive two gifts which was the same but different language...Ummi's is arabic( wrote my name) and Alia's in english ( my name too) so cool....i will framed it up soon... Not to forget the best of the best which is i been deceive by Diana and Rohani for the cupcakes... they told me they going to make cupcakes for us so i was so craving, anxious and die die wanna try the cupcake, to my horror they din..sobxx...they cheated me.... when we going home a dilema happened so had to take a short break at queenstown mrt!..Haiya that gal again NVR gonna listen...hahaha

Pictures

2009-02-09T09:45:00.000-08:00

P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008

Glimpse of P2R & YIA+ over the Years!

Nadia ( the Great Support) & Myself

P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008

2009-02-09T05:11:00.000-08:00

My Outfit of the Day
After Event

P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008

The long awaited day came at last. It was the P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008. Being the Chairman for this event and Talent Arena has been a big hassle and devastating period of my current life. Then u all may ask me why i still carried on. Basically a few reasons behind it. Firstly i never ever had a believe that i could do anything. Even though my heart always feels that its not gonna happen but my brain always motivates me. Ever since i step into 4PM, all the events i chaired for and planned with been a great success so tats the plus point to push me on carrying on the event even though i hag lack of manpower. Secondly was for my friends and Johari for being a great support of motivating me and a friend who stood by me all the way. Its none other than Rafizi.

Lastly but the most importantly was because of the kids itself. This batch is the closest batch to my heart as i been spending and burning most of my holidays and weekends with them. Their sweet smiles and cheerful faces makes me want to do something great for them. This is really amazing and i seriously love them to the maximum from the bottom of my heart. I didn't really showed them how much i love them and how much i been suffering, just to see this day to come. So lets go on the the highlight of the blog which is P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008.

The event occurred at the Grassroots' Club. The theme for the event was OLD SCHOOL( 70s & 80s) which was the students idea. At 12pm, we all suppose to be start preparing for the event. Unfortunately most of them were late so preparation wise was quite bad. That's the period where Nadia started scolding people, i just love you for doing that job because i am weak at that! After the scolding, the students started to see foresee the seriousness. During this period i started to be shaken up as i was the place was still quite empty. So all sorts of prayers was running through my mind. Luckily when the GOH arrived, everything went according to plan.

However only during the prize presentation some downs started to be seen. So what was so special about the event? WHICH IS THE MALAM GEMILANG PRODUCTION. I super loved it so as the GOH! I can really see every single one giving their best for the show. Especially DIANA acting the teacher role. She finally knows how to act like Asthma patient! Lol. Not to forget Adham & Syukuri confident performance alongside with ESTY full of emotions, Hanafiah full of expressions, Mimi with her gelek, Rohaida and Wani fantastic host, Hurul as usual a cuteness, Iskandar showing like a tough guy, the rest in the Drama looks super calefare....WOWWOWWOW!... Not to forget the DANCERS...haha!!! They really listened to wat i say. I remember telling them to look at me while dancing as u need to have eye contact with the audience. The ONE who always look at the side, finally looked straight.. Who that person is??? Its none other than the girl who is known as MANJE which NURALIA KHOIRUNNISA. wakakaka...After the look at me, naturally they started to smile.

So that makes the performance super nice la. IKA and ANI being confident, ALIA always give the blur and slenger look, DIANA sembarang with her moves, FATIN AND AFIFAH simply enjoying themselves....So what i really like about the performance? I really like the singing part and the pop yeh yeh dance was awesome as it was so filled up. I was suprised to see the kids took their time to get clothes which embraced the whole event. The touching speech by DR FAISHAL IBRAHIM was so meaningful and really could have touch many senses of people.

During the award ceremony, there were bloopers. What i could remember was FATIN falling down the steps due to excitement. Super cute la she. Finally the outfit i wore made a lot of comments. Starting from NADIA who said "Nice outfit but I prefer Fizi's", GOH who said "You look so cool, are u going to perform later." Then following that one of the female faci "Sidiq handsome seh" blush blush. Then Hurul says "Sidiq handsome seh hari ini", Mubeenah says " i couldn't keep my eyes of you, today u super handsome lah", Sartesh & Subash says " U look like Prabhu Deva(Indian actor) & Micheal Jackson (singer) and many more...Best part after i go home many SMS me saying i forgot to take picture with u!...So sad....NVM there is always another time....the lucky ones was AFIFAH & FATIN.

Finally today i heard the radio, the event was mentioned makes me feel super super happy because its another success event as the GOH and YDP said well done! So that's it for the event...SADLY I GONNA MISS THIS WONDERFUL KIDS TERRIBLY. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON! LOVE YOU ALL.....MUACKZ!

Shopping!

2009-02-06T00:26:00.000-08:00

Fizi & I came back from Malaysia at 4am. we went to do some maintenance for my bike...Now my bike can fly..Super smooth...there is more to be done....Then i rushed to school for presentation but the lecturer unfortunately was busy.....So i brought Fizi to buy his outfit for P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony '08.... I brought him from BUGIS to PENNISULA PLAZA to FAR EAST PLAZA just to complete his outfit for saturday.... Everyone is so excited for that day to come....I m sure to snap that wonderful moments and post it here....but after the shooping came home to study for MoNdaY test...haiya so tired and took a break to write this....Just to the ppl who seriously wanna know wat i m wearing on the day, its a colour people like to associate with calm, cool and sky so guess it!..haha....So while taking this break i decided to write a poem of feelings using my name...so it goes like this:

Slightly beneath my Throat, there is an organ that plays

Instrumental music with accompanying

Dancers that dazzle the mind of an

Individual soul that search for the

Quiet Zone of his Life!

Whether Nice or not pls do Comments k? just wanna know..a 3 Minutes effort though. So ppl just keep viewing and i try my best to update a fruitful events of my life.

2009-02-03T10:58:00.000-08:00

Stress have been piling up

Anxiousness have been stocking up

Confusion flowing through every nerves

Indecisive moment have arrived

Pressure slowing the pace

Confidence have made a slight slip

All due to the Unconscious Mind....

Meanwhile studying for test!...

2009-02-02T08:19:00.000-08:00

I think i starting to feel the stress....

Tests, Exams and P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony is around the corner

I dun have much strength and time to overcome all this

Moreover with my job around too....

I need to be strong and managing my time but i cun...

Lets start to focus SidiQ....

End of February is the happy moment for me as all this is over...

Attachment will resume after this so let see whether i can be free next time...

Till then stress carrys on...

RanDoM FeeLings...

2009-02-01T00:59:00.000-08:00

I am feeling weird nowadays

Confusion have just struck my brain

Random Feelings flowing through my blood

I know I like and miss you but now i cun love you

Love comes with the right chemistry

Which bonds the emotions

Till then i shall wait for the day

Now i know that my body doesn't respond to what i want

Day by Day i am losing the care and concern

When i need that shoulder right now, it disappear in the thin air

Searching for it but my soul doesn't have the strength

NOW i leave the burden to GOD to decide while i focus on my Education which feeds the Love in future!

True Friendship

2009-01-27T22:42:00.000-08:00

How do you define Friendship? To me friendship is someone that is with you whether in good or bad times. So can your enemy be your friend? Certainly yes! I have a close friend who was my enemy in the past. That guilty moments still rings in my brain....I am extremely sorry. Day by day you are making me feel special. There isn't any words to describe your help, support,friendship and many more. You are simply the best. I know you are not good in some stuff but the willingness and hard work would bring you far. Hope our friendship last forever....We are The GREEN bros!....Thank You so much so being a fantastic friend!...Love you from the bottom of my heart. U R ALWAYS MY LEFT HAND.

Then you all will be wondering who is my RIGHT HAND then. This was always there when my bad times. Someone who i can express all my worries, happiness, problems and anything. There is always transparency between us. Someone that should be respected and love by many. His cute acts and smiles will make my day. We are known as COVALENT BOND. Loving to the last drop of my blood. Thank You...

I just felt like i need to appreciate this people around me and a SUPER random post. This people have touch my heart to the distance where no girls have touched! Hope u all also can find a SUPER friends around. Luckily i am gifted to have them.

ReFreshing TwisT of Lime

2009-01-26T10:42:00.000-08:00

I think its time for the long awaited blogging starts....Firstly to kick off the blog, this special person did it for me....to appreciate the effort i shall write a poem using HER name....

Nifty
Understanding
Reliable
Attractive
Lovable
Intelligent
Adorable

Thx again NURALIA for refreshing this blog. So lets reflect on what happened today....
Firstly i had to drag off the bed to go 4PM to prepare for the P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008.....the cooloest part of the day was people closest to my heart and myself wore GREEN....its like Green Day!!!....Then seeing ALIA, IKA, ANI dancing was super funny an d nice coz of then starring at me!..haha...After Rehersal we headed down to BUGIS.......ARAB Street.......Beach Rd just to look for clothes and to eat....Hence we enjoyed our CHINESE NEW YEAR and i started to revamp the blog....before the blog was done someone merajok like BUNGA!!!...Guess who???

BiRtHdaY Boy's HapPenInGs....

2006-11-28T20:24:00.000-08:00

Today is my b'dae....as i know from young till i was 17, b'dae was just another ordinary day coz i never felt special and usually ppl dun remember...but to my horror this was a shocker for me...i received more than 40 wishes i guess...have not counted all maybe have reached 50....At 12 am sharp, Gurmeet Kaur Bath called me to wish me happy b'dae....She was the first person to wish me on my bdae...not even my family members nor my best friends..thx gerl. when the moment she called i was sleeping like a pig due to tiredness from work...sry not to updated u all that i have started my attachment at National University of Singapore(NUS) under Research & Development of the company EuroChem Technologies Pte Ltd......So when i picked up the call, i was so damn sleepy...then msges kept on coming till my hp got low batt so have to change another hp then its also flat on me...i was basically busy replying all the msges...ppl who wished me.....Gurmeet, Nisa, Anisah, Rafiqah, nur Farhanah, Shafiq, Rafizi, Eyma, Azizah, Hasinah, Mother, Father, Sufyan, Dr Ravindra, Dr Ravichandra, Lalitha, Suhailah, Jessica, Chetna, Kak Suhailah, Zubaidah, Mukthar, Syahidah, Ayub, Nizam Asraff, Muhaimin, Parisal, Subash, Fanzaniah, Wan, Cik Rafidah, Shafiq's Tante, Haziqah, Sakina, Nuun, Natharsi, Hajirah, Nur'Ain, Ismail, Aden, Zulhilmi, Zulfadhly, Zaimah, Naqiah, NurSakinah, Maryam, Derrick, Hanisah, Rionita, Yasmeen, Farah, Saodah, Indra...thats all i could remember at this point of time...haha...then after i finished my work i went to meet Gurmeet coz she wanted to give me present. she told me she made it by herself.. i really appreciate the present. thx gerl...thats was so nice of u....then i when to jurong point at night to meet natharsi and my members to play pool coz that day is natharsi last day in s'pore coz he is going to Thailand is homeland for 3 mths...gonna miss u dude....anyway take care and enjoy ur trip...hx bro for whateva u did....taking care..hope to update more...now actually i suppose to do my work but busy udating my blog...haha...

~SiDiQ~

SIET AcHiEvEmEnT!!! 19 AuG 2006

2006-08-20T12:26:00.000-07:00

Today was the most memorable day for me coz i received the SIET Achievement Award....I received the award from the Minister of Education &Second Minister for Finance Mr Tharman Shamuguratham....haha....i said that this is memorable is becoz only 46 students among all the singaporeans received this award...and out of this 46, only 12 from ite....But among the 12, 3 was from College East...Me, Subash and Shafina.....Unbelievable but believe it...Next shocking part is that when i was shaking hands with Mr Tharman, he said " you look very famiiar, And where exactly i saw you?""...then i told him that i was the who debated over a topic against him regarding bursary award at The Envisioning Education Conference...haha..than he laughed and said " you cun be forgethen easily becoz the way you stood up against your point and the confidence you gave me in your point in front of most JC students...proud of you...And he congratulated us and he smile and i took picture wuth him..haha....and finally i we came out in the TV news...hehe...happy seh...the best part is when my parents see me taking the award, the happiness in their face was the best experience i can see...how much they are proud of me.....Dun wry mum and dad, i will make u all proud!!!....have faith in me.....This also inspired me to do better and to prove to the society that i can be someone......After taking the award, i went to my Uncle's place to show him the award......he suddenly burst out of tears coz he asked me to prove to him that i can study and i did it within a year and he cun believe it...he was so touched that even he scolded me like hell, i still personal came to his place and showed him the award...Now he said that he is proud to tell ppl abt me...all my frens and close relative we proud and happy for me......the congratulated me but the one i was expecting to contact me, did not tell anything...Just waiting for her to msg asap...missing her lots and starting to love her more....she stole all my thoughts and making me thinking of her.....to all who wants me together, thanks alot and wish us good luck...hopefully we might be together...LOVe U LoTs....MuaCkz!!!

~SiDiQ~

NaFa TeSt ToDaY!!!...18 AuGuSt 2006

2006-08-18T04:33:00.001-07:00

Welcome back everyone...no choice have to write my blog coz i am very happy today....today was my NAFA test...i was quite afraid to do the test today coz of my cramps....but i just when there to do it without any aim...but my mind was filled up with something and someone..... firstly they said that we have to do the 5 station first but in the end, for the first time in my life we do 2.4km run first...Without arguements, we all set out to run our 2.4km....i had no confident of doing it but it was a tragic taht i came in first in an amazing timing of 9 minutes...i cun believe it for myself...i think someone has been pushing me hard...i think i did it for someone...eventhough i had a blister during the 2.4km run, i still pushed myself...just for that special person....But the most irritating part is that i hate this S&W teacher who kept on picking on me....basket him ar...he made me do the pull up for 2 times which i lost most of my energy in it...but its ok coz i did very well for all the station....

The results of NAFA test 2006

The Stations Grade Points

1) Standing Broad Jump --> 250cm A 5

2) 1 min Sit Ups --> 64 A 5

3) Sit & Reach --> 48cm B 4

4) Shuttle run --> 9.8 sec A 5

5) Pull-ups --> 8 B 4

So I managed to get a gold for my NAFA test for and incredible 28/30....but i m still not satisfied...i going to push myself to retake the B's and get myself a perfect score...haha...but before i end my happy test results...I will be very excited tomorrow coz i going to take the SIET Achievement Award....Guess what i am going to wear??? my school blazer along with Subash..proud of us man...Tmr hope i got the time to tell u all my experience.....Monday going to have my AC2 Class test so need to study and might not get the time....nevertheless i will find my time hehe.....A sudden change in my life after meeting her...happy to found her but i m still single k...just that she is my lucky charm...she is like my motivation spirit....thanks alot...miss u alot and kept thinking abt u!....hehe.....

~SiDiQ~

WhaT Is My FeeLinGs Now???

2006-08-14T06:41:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone.....long time since i updated my blog......Here it goes...There is several reasons why i did not update my blog...firstly is that i am damn busy and having alot of problems....but here and there i stillhave some happiness by getting to know several ppl who touches my heart..Since the day after the camp, my life had a great change...its like a bad spell on me...Alot of bad luck happening to me which i seriously dun know why....i dun hurt ppl nor harm them but why i am getting this...Only ALLAH got the answer...maybe he wants me to suffer andprove him that i still cun go on...i will not give up in life...but its best i have someone close to me to ease the pain....someone that i can love, pour my feelings and all my problem...but what i get is betrayal....i am trying my best not toi get this things over me but its really presurizing me man....PLS...There is some good things that driving me to challenge this obstacles...One of it is that The SIET Achievement Award, my attachment, My graduation coming soon, My dream to go poly is coming...and Lastly My Love Life...which is i found someone but i dun think she know abt it but hopefully i made the right choice to take her as Mine...but its all in ALLAH's hands so i dun wanna say anything yet...i hope that she can ease my pain...Thanks to many well-wishers who want me to have a good life and ppl helping me with her..thks alot...i cun forget u all man...thats all folks...i will update as frequent as possible after my exam which is on 14 September '06....

~SiDiQ~

A ShOCkiNg DaY 4 Me......28 July 2006

2006-07-28T00:14:00.000-07:00

Welcome back guys!.....Sorry for the long awaited blog update... today should be the day i having my Biochemical techniques test but it turned out to be that i couldn't even go to school because of my chest pain....Too bad for me, i have to take the test another day....I was studying hard for this test yesterday night till 3am....So sad.....

After that i when to see the Doctor. She told me that i am suffering from gastric so she gave me some medicines for 2 weeks but if the pain doesn't reduce, she will refer me to the hospital coz she suspect stomach cancer...Hopefully not but if i got that illness, me happy to die early..hehehe...

Thats actually what happened today morning....What was the most suprising part is that most of my classmates and teachers called me personally and ask me how am i doing now...thats really touching!...thats all for now...i think most important, i need sufficient rest and care&concern....thats all

~SiDiQ~

InTeGrAtiOn 2006......The JouRnEy ConTiNUes...

2006-07-12T10:33:00.000-07:00

Welcome ppl back to my life...hehe...On 7 july 2006 i went to Old Police Academy for Integration 2006....thats was the day for Facilitators Day...so we had to clean all the bunks, put bedsheets for them and to play the games that the campers gonna play......But the worst part was the toilet as it was all broken and the shit was there for months...it was so smelly....EEeeee...but we managed to clean it...

On 8 july 2006...The Campers to arrive...so me when to College East to pick up the campers there...then we went to the campsite and met all the campers....then we was group up into 9 different groups...the were Shizzel Manizel ( My Group ), Karma, Al Warths, Bagooz!, Libra Lima, Gua Gerek, Diyes Star, Sclop and Atom Ant.....Then We played some ice breaker games such as forming words...hehe....then we all set in our groups to make the cheer and flag...hehe....our cheer was unique and fun...we set a trademark....( IT WAS MY CUTE NIECE B'DAE) so sad couldn't be with her...

On the 9 july 2006, we went to Taman Warisan Melayu's Museum to do some research....we had fun down there knowing all the history of MALAYS and the weapons they use...and we at to use the idea for our Integration Idol.....then we went back to camp for Da vinci code and project Challenge...Da vinci Code, we at to lead a different grp and i got to lead Libra Lima but i cun help them....instead i irritated them and preasured them...in the end they managed to complete it without much difficulties....and My Shizzel Manizzel got 2nd....Proud of them....The Project challenge went smoothly for our group as evryone participated actively...our idea was great and workable...eventhough it was not selected, we still think ours the best...hehe.....we also had dicussion for integration Idol...guess what we did??

On 10 july 2006, we had to finish up our Project Challenge and we had worst case scenarios...eventhough my group did not do it well, but i love that they put in effort and they really thought i am frustrated in them...sry guys, i had to do that so that u all will learnt a lesson that everything u do, u need to be serious....but i seriously love u all eventhough u all are older than me but still i felt like a father of nine!...hehe...the day have come, which is Integration Idol, my grp was the most entertaining and the best performance grp i guess coz they did dance and was so fantastic....i, myself was amazed by the effort the put in just to impress to me...i m really touched by u guys.....the dance for a indian song followed by pump it which arose the whole campers and audience...the facilitators also came up with a skit which i acted like oily man..haha was so funny u must be there......then the time that i dun wish it comes....

11 july 2006 ( the last day of camp)... we had the certificate presentation and the prize presentation....then we had our closing ceremony where the facilitators and commitee sang two songs which is More than Words and Teman....Teman made all the campers and facilitators cried even me cried k...was so touching that we even dun wanna break...that was how close we were....For Shizzel MAnizel, i only got something to say that i LOVE u all the most...u all we the best to me eventhough we had ups and downs, i really enjoyed being with u all....Seriously u all the best....Shizzel Manizel consists of Me and Hanisah the Facilitators........Sarah, Sharul, Huda, Khairunnisa, Farizanur, Faezah, Zul, Azhar and Akbar.......hope we all still stay in contact k....Love u all...hope u all love me too and not anti me...k my Sayangs..MUackz...hope the best for u all in life....

~SiDiQ~

HiP HoP FieSta.....1st JuLy 2006

2006-07-06T10:15:00.001-07:00

The Day before the hip hop fiesta, we all overnight at 4PM....it was a n enjoying night for me as i am so excited for the event to occur tomorrow as its an event that i put in all effort.....At night before we are locked inside, me, natra and thira when to shop to get some goodies and snacks to keep us the whole night...we were supposed to sleep early and prepare for tomorrow but we all did not sleep..... some of us surf the net and some when to watch movie becoz we cun watch the world cup match GERMANY vs ARGENTINA....me and ain was like watching the updates thru internet...to desperate to know the score...we had no choice... then after we know the results, we were tired surfing net so i play cards with Azie, Mac, Bear and Hakiim....But it was like conquering the game...haha.....then the night went on...then it was 6am so everyone started to wash up and when out to set out the chairs and everything....to my horror the screen broke...so i tried my very best to fits it up....in the end the effort was no use becoz the montage cun be seen on the screen becoz of the blazing sunlight...I was pissed off at that moment...and mind u, i haven bath...then after setting up everthing i when to take a bath....hehe....the last person to bath...after that i when to prepare the event flow by getting the performers all ready....me was like running around like monkey...hehe....but i am happy that the event when smoothly and was congratulated by many for display the performers well and the montage was excellentt who taught me how to do the montage and her asssiatance...THANKS!....then after everything was over.. when everyone started to clean up, me was so tired that i went to the management room to sleep and NOBODY notice where i was....then luckily Hakiim found me and woke me up to the debriefing....wHAt day for me......Then When home as normal took a bath and slept dead till morning and went late for SSP...i pity waiting for me...SORRY kids..Hope u all Understand...LOve U ALL.... ThaTS all for now....Next event to write about would be the Intergration Camp '06....Hope u all eagerly waiting for my Post...take CAre...MuackS...

~SiDiQ~

Kem DiAn........16-18 JuNe...

2006-06-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

ThReE DayS I WaS AwAy FrOm HoMe AtTenDiNg KeM DiAn At MoE CaMPsiTe BecoMInG a FacIlITator and ThatS WhY I CuN UpDAtE My BlOg....FirStly I WaS GroUp InTo A GroUP CaLL HAND NADIm...Which ConSiSts of Me, AMaLiNA And EzWan As FaciliTators AnD LuQman, Harith, IskanDar, KhaIruL, SaDriNa, SeTIanA and HiDayAh....FrOm The StarT Of THe CaMp MY GrOuP Was Un NotiCe BuT We Did NoT GIVe Up And CoNtiNue OuR Best To ShoW WhaT We Are CapAble Of And In The End We WoN SeveRal AwArds...HehE...

firSTly LuQmAn WoN BeSt YoUnG CamPEr AwArd...

SeCOnDlY HiDayAh WoN BeSt CAmPer AwArd....

ThIrLdLy We GoT 3rD BeSt GrOuP AwArD...

AnD FiNALly BeSt PeRFoRMAnCE GroUp On CamPFIre AwArD

Thats All!!!..>I KnOw We HAd Fun...HoPeFUllY The SpiRiT DoesN't EnD HeRe....I Had GrEAt Fun KnOwiNG ALL The FaciLiTAtors...Now I Know All of THem QuiTe Well...HoPE We CaN Work ToGethEr......LasTLy AfTEr CaMP I wenT HoMe ToGetHEr WiTh NUuN And GoT To Know Her More...Was ShoCkiNg BuT Had FuN...HehE...Thats All...LoVE U All...

~SiDiQ~

WhaT a DaY FoR Me........14 JuNe 2006

2006-06-14T11:15:00.000-07:00

ToDay Is A DaY ThaT MaNY SuPriSes HaPPeNed....FiRstLy I CoUldN't Make It To SiglaP SeC DuE To CerTaiN ReAsOnS....TheN WHen to SkOOl anD Had Ms FoNg taLKinG NoN-sToP WhIle We TeSt OuR UriNe SamPle, ThanK God No DiAbeTEs....Then had To RuN AroUNd SkOoL LooKinG For TeAcHers To SiGN FoR The YeP to IndonEsia.....Then When HoMe With Faris, NasHir, HuDah....And NasHir StarteD The TopIC abT lOve....OmG!!!!...I Am SiCk And TirEd Of HeArInG It coz NoThInG HaPpEn The WaY I WaNt It To Be In LoVe....TheN WaS MooD OUt All The WaY TiLL ShaFiq CaLLeD.....TheN feLt A Bit BooSt Up So I DiD What SuppOse To Be DonE ANd To My HoRrOr..ThaTs tHE TrUth....Just HAted Life But TheN LooKinG @ The BriGht side ThaT I m LuckY to Move OuT FroM ThaT Stuff...

TheN Me DeciDed To WaTCh oNE oF my fAVOURItE tEAM iN wOrld CuP...SPAIN...YeAh What An Exciting GAme It Was...TheY WoN 4-0!!!!....TheN PlaYed x-Box With Abg Din And I Won HiS EnGland WiTh CzeCh RePuBlic...YahOO....AfTer All That WeNt Home To Pack BAg FoR KeM DiaN...YeaH...LoOkIng ForWard To MeEt THEm....Thats All I GueSS...Damn TeRrIble Day 4 Me...

~SiDiQ~

SuPeR SiDiQ NaMeD ApPeAreD..........13 JuNe 2006

2006-06-13T09:59:00.000-07:00

ToDaY WaS A BaD StarT For My LifE Coz My leSsOn StaRT Late(10am) but I wAs In SkOOl As UsuAl @ 7:45am....BuT AfTEr LeSsOn Was FiNe WHeN i Go StraIghT To 4PM......

At 4PM, I wAs HeLPiNG OuT KAk Sa'AdAh To Call The MenTeEs theN HelP ThirA To PaiNt The BoArds...HaD FuN TiMe PaiNtiNg With BEar.....CoOl DuDe....AfTer PaiNtiNG We Go MkN The AyamS In 4PM...TheN KaK su AsKed Me To Go BuY MurTaBak And TeH TaRik...Then We ALL MkN...Then I Had To AtTend a meeTing WhiCH suPpOse to start @ 7:30 but EnDed Up StarTinG @ 8pm...We HaD AcTiVIties And HaD Fun And ThaT PS gAl Was TherE Too...I M DeAd...HAhA..
Then When BAck WiTh KAk SyiKiN.....Then HAD a Chat wiTh Fazli Then When Home ANd WriTiNg THis Blog...HAha....Have fUN PpL....I wiLL keEp UpdatIng My Life...Tmr Is Abt My Hip Hop ClinIC @ SiglAP SeC...CaTch What I GoNnA WrITe Abt It...ThanKs For ReAdInG...

~SiDiQ~

SleEpInG fiEsTa........12 JuNe 2006

2006-06-13T01:09:00.000-07:00

Today iS reAlly Boring Day For me....bUT JB0604C tuRn My Day...Haha...ActuAllY ToDay My SkOOl EnDeD EaRly & Was So bOrEd Coz DuN Know WHat To Do....So ThOuGhT OF GoIng FoR MOvIes BuT NoBody WaNted To FoLLow So I WheN To OrcHArd To Buy SoME StufF And When Home StrAight....In The MorNinG WHen TeachInG JB0604C, Many THings HapPened...For Such WHen The ClasS Was Selecting TheiR Mr & Mrs AHS, one Boy Said THAt I ShOulD Enter AND Said THat i Got THe LooKS and Was supPorted by His Fren So CallEd The CuteSt erL In HIs ClasS..HAha...

AftEr I wenT Home, I wAs So BorinG so DeciDe To Play MY CompUter But It Turn Out Back as ThE comPUter Undergoing ProBlems...SO DeciDed To Watch X-MEN 3 but I slEpt HalF tiLL The Next MornIng..>What A Shocking Day For Me...ANd i MIsS the WonDerfUL GAmes oF WorlD CUp...HaHa...Stop Here For TodAY...SeE u All TmR foR More ACtioN!!!!..

~SiDiQ~

FiRsT DaY oF BLoGGinG........11 JuNe 2006

2006-06-11T02:03:00.000-07:00

WeLcome To My firSt Time DoiNg Blog.....Its All ThanKs To CuYa For HelPiNg me OuT....Btw today Is A Damn BoriNg dAy For Me...Haha...BeCoz Of YesteRday The WoRLd MaTcHes WerE so Damn BorinG....YeSterDay Was a HapPy Day For Me As I AppEaRed In ChaNnEl NewSaSia.....For The EnVisiOnInG EdUCaTion CoNferEnce aNd mr ThaRman ShamUgaRatham....I HaD a WoNderFul ExPerIence aS I have A PerSoNal TaLk WiTh tHe MiniSter of EduCation & SeCoNd MinIster for FiNAnce...hehE...Hope The BesT In Life ANd preParing For My TeSt...WiSh Me The Best... Dun ForGet To TaG Me..HopeFullY This Blog Will work...ThankS Alot...HopIng For SucCeSS....

~SiDiQ~