Tuesday, February 24, 2009.
9:12 AM
I still believe there is someone that cares for me that much.....been with me over years but didn't realise...Thank God to divert my mind to see this person....he is wonderful...didn't felt so close to someone after so long...after my childhood fren, Shafiq whom i care and took care like a SON, doesn't even thinks about me....Then came Subash...such a great buddy and came at the right of my life...following him, the limelight of this post Rafizi or izifar or ipin...haha...if u watch the cartoon UPIN & IPIN, u will all notice that i am him in that character...thanks to ALIA....she asked me to watch then my ming triggered it..haha so funny man...u all should ask ALIA....Talking about ALIA....today was her heats in a fantastic location, SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC....which is my wonderful school...so after my studying, i went down to watch them perform with fizi....I cun deny it they were amazing runners however they uses all the wrong technics....I am sure u gals(ALIA, DIANA, ANI) could at least won a gold in one of the event...DIANA punya bodoh that she let her fren win...whereas ALIA almost to win but let go at the last bit....Nevertheless you all were great. i know i was nasty by telling u all not that gd coz i believe u all could done better....no hard feelings k... i m direct person...so so sry if i hurt u all...Alia as usual injure herself and have breathing difficulties...dun wry much, there is nothing go for ur check up, start loving the visit to doc and love medicines then u are fine...i m also the same i hate all this but now no choice but have to oblige...dun be like me later worst to come!..WARNING! the heats bring back memories of the past how me and fizi ran for scholl...thecompetition was super tough during our days..miss the sports day...haha....yea not to forget that chubby gal(A'fifah) who ran from one end shouting my name...so touched by the closeness or the bond between all of them...hope this prolong without any conflict or separation...Love u gals..
Then we headed home....and we went to eat at REX....then opposite me and fizi got two transgender and 1 guy...then fizi was like saying SOON TO BE...haha..funny....then go with a young GRANDMA...haha walk so so slow...that GRANDMA is greatly miss....haha fun disturbing her....then go home carry on studying...
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Thursday, February 19, 2009.
5:36 PM
Its been long time since i blog i guess.....Lately i undergoing a stressful period of life which is exams....Just completed 1 out of 4 papers..... soon after this blogging another one should be over....2 weeks to persevere! Already my first paper is tough. i believe i could pass but sadly couldn't score.....So....Oh gosh... i din sleep whole day just to mug over this paper... this module i have confidence but coz of that one topic so worrying... thought can clarify the doubts with my lecturer today morning. however my bad time her son is unwell so she rush when i appeared in front of her....haiz...Cun help it i must TRY TRY MYself......At least this paper can boost up my GPA...i uploaded the pics of my mugging while my eyes are so so tired...
Morning was quite cool i guess....after a year since i took the train in the early morning..WOW that memory is super nice....I had to meet Fizi and Alia morning....as always people knows that even u put a bomb i wouldn't wake up coz when i sleep, i really really sleep....so as i say i was studying, i failed to sleep so able to go out of house and meet them at CCK..however like always janji melayu Alia was late so i when to yew tee and meet fizi first...then that donkey appear...blur as always....so i started to start my daily routine with my joke of fooling her....like u all can predicted, she falled for the trick..SLENGER her....haha....so now in skool studying but i took a short break to blog coz my paper is 8 hrs more!!!!!!!!!!.....Haiya!
Last updates from Valentine's Day before i forget....We(big group) when to bugis to look for istillah present and to eat ramai2....then suprising i receive two gifts which was the same but different language...Ummi's is arabic( wrote my name) and Alia's in english ( my name too) so cool....i will framed it up soon... Not to forget the best of the best which is i been deceive by Diana and Rohani for the cupcakes... they told me they going to make cupcakes for us so i was so craving, anxious and die die wanna try the cupcake, to my horror they din..sobxx...they cheated me.... when we going home a dilema happened so had to take a short break at queenstown mrt!..Haiya that gal again NVR gonna listen...hahaha
Morning was quite cool i guess....after a year since i took the train in the early morning..WOW that memory is super nice....I had to meet Fizi and Alia morning....as always people knows that even u put a bomb i wouldn't wake up coz when i sleep, i really really sleep....so as i say i was studying, i failed to sleep so able to go out of house and meet them at CCK..however like always janji melayu Alia was late so i when to yew tee and meet fizi first...then that donkey appear...blur as always....so i started to start my daily routine with my joke of fooling her....like u all can predicted, she falled for the trick..SLENGER her....haha....so now in skool studying but i took a short break to blog coz my paper is 8 hrs more!!!!!!!!!!.....Haiya!
Last updates from Valentine's Day before i forget....We(big group) when to bugis to look for istillah present and to eat ramai2....then suprising i receive two gifts which was the same but different language...Ummi's is arabic( wrote my name) and Alia's in english ( my name too) so cool....i will framed it up soon... Not to forget the best of the best which is i been deceive by Diana and Rohani for the cupcakes... they told me they going to make cupcakes for us so i was so craving, anxious and die die wanna try the cupcake, to my horror they din..sobxx...they cheated me.... when we going home a dilema happened so had to take a short break at queenstown mrt!..Haiya that gal again NVR gonna listen...hahaha
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Monday, February 09, 2009.
9:45 AM
P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008
Glimpse of P2R & YIA+ over the Years!
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5:11 AM
My Outfit of the Day
After Event
P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008
The long awaited day came at last. It was the P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008. Being the Chairman for this event and Talent Arena has been a big hassle and devastating period of my current life. Then u all may ask me why i still carried on. Basically a few reasons behind it. Firstly i never ever had a believe that i could do anything. Even though my heart always feels that its not gonna happen but my brain always motivates me. Ever since i step into 4PM, all the events i chaired for and planned with been a great success so tats the plus point to push me on carrying on the event even though i hag lack of manpower. Secondly was for my friends and Johari for being a great support of motivating me and a friend who stood by me all the way. Its none other than Rafizi.Lastly but the most importantly was because of the kids itself. This batch is the closest batch to my heart as i been spending and burning most of my holidays and weekends with them. Their sweet smiles and cheerful faces makes me want to do something great for them. This is really amazing and i seriously love them to the maximum from the bottom of my heart. I didn't really showed them how much i love them and how much i been suffering, just to see this day to come. So lets go on the the highlight of the blog which is P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony 2008.
The event occurred at the Grassroots' Club. The theme for the event was OLD SCHOOL( 70s & 80s) which was the students idea. At 12pm, we all suppose to be start preparing for the event. Unfortunately most of them were late so preparation wise was quite bad. That's the period where Nadia started scolding people, i just love you for doing that job because i am weak at that! After the scolding, the students started to see foresee the seriousness. During this period i started to be shaken up as i was the place was still quite empty. So all sorts of prayers was running through my mind. Luckily when the GOH arrived, everything went according to plan.
However only during the prize presentation some downs started to be seen. So what was so special about the event? WHICH IS THE MALAM GEMILANG PRODUCTION. I super loved it so as the GOH! I can really see every single one giving their best for the show. Especially DIANA acting the teacher role. She finally knows how to act like Asthma patient! Lol. Not to forget Adham & Syukuri confident performance alongside with ESTY full of emotions, Hanafiah full of expressions, Mimi with her gelek, Rohaida and Wani fantastic host, Hurul as usual a cuteness, Iskandar showing like a tough guy, the rest in the Drama looks super calefare....WOWWOWWOW!... Not to forget the DANCERS...haha!!! They really listened to wat i say. I remember telling them to look at me while dancing as u need to have eye contact with the audience. The ONE who always look at the side, finally looked straight.. Who that person is??? Its none other than the girl who is known as MANJE which NURALIA KHOIRUNNISA. wakakaka...After the look at me, naturally they started to smile.
So that makes the performance super nice la. IKA and ANI being confident, ALIA always give the blur and slenger look, DIANA sembarang with her moves, FATIN AND AFIFAH simply enjoying themselves....So what i really like about the performance? I really like the singing part and the pop yeh yeh dance was awesome as it was so filled up. I was suprised to see the kids took their time to get clothes which embraced the whole event. The touching speech by DR FAISHAL IBRAHIM was so meaningful and really could have touch many senses of people.
During the award ceremony, there were bloopers. What i could remember was FATIN falling down the steps due to excitement. Super cute la she. Finally the outfit i wore made a lot of comments. Starting from NADIA who said "Nice outfit but I prefer Fizi's", GOH who said "You look so cool, are u going to perform later." Then following that one of the female faci "Sidiq handsome seh" blush blush. Then Hurul says "Sidiq handsome seh hari ini", Mubeenah says " i couldn't keep my eyes of you, today u super handsome lah", Sartesh & Subash says " U look like Prabhu Deva(Indian actor) & Micheal Jackson (singer) and many more...Best part after i go home many SMS me saying i forgot to take picture with u!...So sad....NVM there is always another time....the lucky ones was AFIFAH & FATIN.
Finally today i heard the radio, the event was mentioned makes me feel super super happy because its another success event as the GOH and YDP said well done! So that's it for the event...SADLY I GONNA MISS THIS WONDERFUL KIDS TERRIBLY. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL SOON! LOVE YOU ALL.....MUACKZ!
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Friday, February 06, 2009.
12:26 AM
Fizi & I came back from Malaysia at 4am. we went to do some maintenance for my bike...Now my bike can fly..Super smooth...there is more to be done....Then i rushed to school for presentation but the lecturer unfortunately was busy.....So i brought Fizi to buy his outfit for P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony '08.... I brought him from BUGIS to PENNISULA PLAZA to FAR EAST PLAZA just to complete his outfit for saturday.... Everyone is so excited for that day to come....I m sure to snap that wonderful moments and post it here....but after the shooping came home to study for MoNdaY test...haiya so tired and took a break to write this....Just to the ppl who seriously wanna know wat i m wearing on the day, its a colour people like to associate with calm, cool and sky so guess it!..haha....So while taking this break i decided to write a poem of feelings using my name...so it goes like this:
Slightly beneath my Throat, there is an organ that plays
Instrumental music with accompanying
Dancers that dazzle the mind of an
Individual soul that search for the
Quiet Zone of his Life!
Whether Nice or not pls do Comments k? just wanna know..a 3 Minutes effort though. So ppl just keep viewing and i try my best to update a fruitful events of my life.
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Tuesday, February 03, 2009.
10:58 AM
Stress have been piling up
Anxiousness have been stocking up
Confusion flowing through every nerves
Indecisive moment have arrived
Pressure slowing the pace
Confidence have made a slight slip
All due to the Unconscious Mind....
Meanwhile studying for test!...
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Monday, February 02, 2009.
8:19 AM
I think i starting to feel the stress....
Tests, Exams and P2R & YIA+ Graduation Ceremony is around the corner
I dun have much strength and time to overcome all this
Moreover with my job around too....
I need to be strong and managing my time but i cun...
Lets start to focus SidiQ....
End of February is the happy moment for me as all this is over...
Attachment will resume after this so let see whether i can be free next time...
Till then stress carrys on...
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Sunday, February 01, 2009.
12:59 AM
I am feeling weird nowadays
Confusion have just struck my brain
Random Feelings flowing through my blood
I know I like and miss you but now i cun love you
Love comes with the right chemistry
Which bonds the emotions
Till then i shall wait for the day
Now i know that my body doesn't respond to what i want
Day by Day i am losing the care and concern
When i need that shoulder right now, it disappear in the thin air
Searching for it but my soul doesn't have the strength
NOW i leave the burden to GOD to decide while i focus on my Education which feeds the Love in future!
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