Saturday, June 27, 2009.
12:41 PM
How should i start?...Should i say i m lucky enough to blog again, i m a survivor, i cheated death or escape death....I cannot believe i own eyes what happened today... It all started from a dearie friend feeling uncomfortable seeing his ex facebook...Without further hesitation, bestie and i flew there to meet him....Eventually i felt something different while leaving my place so i told them, just meet at his house however they din want so we when under a block to relax and talk out everything....Suddenly came the mystery incident...we were clueless but i was calm and try to solve it through my conversational skills...without anything happen, we succeed in it and quickly flee away from there....i was still being followed but i managed to make them lose sight on me. Finally when to friend's place to talk and analysis how fortunate we were.This incident make me felt GOD was just beside me....Always i wanted to see his significant and it happened today!.....It was simply like a movie but reality could happened even in SINGAPORE...Recently a lot of indication was given to me but i simply ignored...Firstly was i almost got skidded a few days ago near that particular place and today i also slip while turning due to a rock. Secondly two panel mirrors in my room suddenly felt and broke yesterday!...I believe GOD hinted to me clearly but i din want to notice it till now... But i m grateful i was alive again and started to appreciate my LIFE...Moreover we just believed that something big could happened to us but it just smoother off this time....I just felt like a REAL LIFE THRILLER!....
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Tuesday, June 23, 2009.
10:03 AM
the tickets that brought me rukesh into Siloso Beach!
Eventhough we are late, we take our time and enjoyed every single minute of our lateness...
Me and Sartesh romantic pic!
Me & my lovely Paaruuu!
the GALS!
the Covalent Bond!
the GUYS!
the Baby T-rex was Born..
Gals in the Water!
Guys in the Water!
The Guys Fight!...me carrying Rukesh! Strong u see!
The Strongest Bond ever!
Me Buried in the Sand!!!
2nd Round Fight!
Yeah i Won and i m StronG!!!!
Making Rukesh into a GAL!
We Building a PALACE!Me coming out from the grave. Blackvamp Revamps!
Reborn Sabotage Picnic was super fun...we had the best time of our life!..we played, we eat, we swim, we chat....super super fun...love u all for this. unforgetable moments in our lives.....Food was awesome by all my frens....
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9:49 AM
On the 12 of June(Friday), our class organized a gathering at Seoul Garden Marina Square. I enjoyed myself with them eventhough my time spent that was quite short. Nevertheless i enjoyed their company eventhough i din really prefer the food there. The best part of that day was that the trip or journey i took to go there. Firstly i went to collect my lappy(nobody knows how much i suffered without it) from acer and rushed down to the gathering since i din wanna me late....but as usual i was late. Being late was the first thing. Secondly was i becoming frustrated coz i couldn't find any parking place due to the IT fair. So i just park on a pavement near Millenia. Then took a devastating walk to Marina Square. Had no idea how to get there but was determined enough and got there. Before i enter Marina Square, a beautiful ang moh chick just walk up straight to me and said "Hi, u look hot and have a nice day". Eventhough i felt weird and random, but i could feel my frustration flew away and butterflies in my stomach...such a nice feeling...The worst of that day was finding for Seoul Garden for more than 30 minutes and i found it at last!....
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Sunday, June 14, 2009.
5:00 AM
Its been moments many have waited.....yet the reply might be sour nor sweet is all depends in the way they take it as. Firstly my interest in love have diminished for quite some. There ain't any love inside nor to give. Many made confessions but its still left unanswered coz i had no answers at that point of time. Not that i hate you nor like you nor thinks that u all not pretty enough however the answer its ME.... i just dun want it now. As girls failed in keeping up with expectations and i had a sucker punch before in my relationship....Living and seeing through all this, din give me much courage or strength to fight against this battle. But i have not given up hope in it. Somewhere, Somehow, Someone have been found for me whether i have met them or never seen yet is not yet justified. GOD will give me the best and i always believe that the BEST is YET to COME....
I am someone needs to be showered with love, care and concern as i have lose all this since young barely at the age of 4. I know many start to drift apart from me, deep down me i actually cry coz i dun wanna lose them but still i have no rights to stop them from going. May my past be bad, hope my future or present be bright. All the steps and drastic measures were taken is just to secure the brighter future not to hurt people and me being arrogant and thinking highly about me. Till now i just feel like an ordinary person but may be unique in certain ways. Hope i din break any hearts and make ppl cry anymore.....if you all wish to prolong it, feel free to do so....no promises but if you all want to stop it right away, its also upto u all....as i believe every man has their right to make decisions and not people make fo them so that they follows...till then cheers for it....
Before i end it here, i would like to thank that someone for accompanying me to the IT fair today as i had alot of fun being with you as you smile and laughter fleed away all my worries and sorrows. Secondly i gonna thank the second person who gave me a wonderful present. The card was touching as i knew how much u appreciated my existant. While the small cute book explains everything how much i meant in ur life as a SPECIAL FRIEND....i am seriously astonished by what u did...and not to forget the keychain that literally speaks Prince Sidiq....I Love it but not gonna use, instead i shall keep it and treasure it. Lastly to that special someone that i have hurt u terribly all this while. I m simply sorry but i just did that to make u realise what were missing in the beautiful puzzle...i felt like the puzzle has lose its colours and beauty by time as you just took it simply when the break occur. i did expect u to make up to it so that we could be back as normal. Instead the gap became extremely wide. Whether the gap can join again, its judgemental!!!....
Till here i shall stop with my current crush and love Ms Tammana Bhatia. Simply drool over her. picture or her is above.....
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Friday, June 12, 2009.
11:13 AM
A Friend in a Need is a Friend Indeed.Barely a week we know each other but u din hesitate a second to borrow me ur lappy,
I seriously touched as that moment as i was seriously damn stress that my lappy is gone,
moreover my assignments already piled up and time is always the battle i face. Thanks to u, i able kill my boredom for at least 2 days and finish a few of my assignments.
I din expect that u to borrow me as i was expecting someone to offer me at least but it din...
I know the small note and chocolates brings happiness and u appreciated it alot. However i felt its just too little to what u have done. Thanks....i glad to know u...Its fun talking to you especially insulting u almost every conversations we had even if i dun, u always ask for it.
Nevertheless i m also proud of you for quitting smoking just by listening to wat i told u.... Its really happy to hear that u changed after i told u once eventhough many tried alot in the past but they failed. the change is the better for u and just simply look at ur surrounding how many smiles were there for u when u decided to quit. Cheers to u k....
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