Sunday, June 14, 2009.
5:00 AM
Its been moments many have waited.....yet the reply might be sour nor sweet is all depends in the way they take it as. Firstly my interest in love have diminished for quite some. There ain't any love inside nor to give. Many made confessions but its still left unanswered coz i had no answers at that point of time. Not that i hate you nor like you nor thinks that u all not pretty enough however the answer its ME.... i just dun want it now. As girls failed in keeping up with expectations and i had a sucker punch before in my relationship....Living and seeing through all this, din give me much courage or strength to fight against this battle. But i have not given up hope in it. Somewhere, Somehow, Someone have been found for me whether i have met them or never seen yet is not yet justified. GOD will give me the best and i always believe that the BEST is YET to COME....
I am someone needs to be showered with love, care and concern as i have lose all this since young barely at the age of 4. I know many start to drift apart from me, deep down me i actually cry coz i dun wanna lose them but still i have no rights to stop them from going. May my past be bad, hope my future or present be bright. All the steps and drastic measures were taken is just to secure the brighter future not to hurt people and me being arrogant and thinking highly about me. Till now i just feel like an ordinary person but may be unique in certain ways. Hope i din break any hearts and make ppl cry anymore.....if you all wish to prolong it, feel free to do so....no promises but if you all want to stop it right away, its also upto u all....as i believe every man has their right to make decisions and not people make fo them so that they follows...till then cheers for it....
Before i end it here, i would like to thank that someone for accompanying me to the IT fair today as i had alot of fun being with you as you smile and laughter fleed away all my worries and sorrows. Secondly i gonna thank the second person who gave me a wonderful present. The card was touching as i knew how much u appreciated my existant. While the small cute book explains everything how much i meant in ur life as a SPECIAL FRIEND....i am seriously astonished by what u did...and not to forget the keychain that literally speaks Prince Sidiq....I Love it but not gonna use, instead i shall keep it and treasure it. Lastly to that special someone that i have hurt u terribly all this while. I m simply sorry but i just did that to make u realise what were missing in the beautiful puzzle...i felt like the puzzle has lose its colours and beauty by time as you just took it simply when the break occur. i did expect u to make up to it so that we could be back as normal. Instead the gap became extremely wide. Whether the gap can join again, its judgemental!!!....
Till here i shall stop with my current crush and love Ms Tammana Bhatia. Simply drool over her. picture or her is above.....
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